Christmas cookie crazy

Well, after weeks of hard work and determination, I caved and had 2 Christmas cookies yesterday. Worst part was, they were not even worth it. Before I ate them, I tried so hard to resist. I tried to tell myself the old me would say “ehh, a cookie won’t hurt, people cheat all the time”.  I was alone and felt somewhat vulnerable. I knew afterwards I’d hate myself. And I pretty much do. But today’s a new day and it started the right way. And I’ll remember how much those cookies weren’t even good to begin with.